Flashback Files - July 14, 2020

I’m tired. I’m changed. I’m happy, I’m lost. I’m okay, I’m enough. The new moon is near. I’m sleeping in a tent once again. I’m on a volcano with Jav and his friend. He gave me a load of the best bud I’ve seen i months but his name escapes me. He brought his girlfriend and it’s nice to have some feminine energy around. She’s laughs a lot but speaks little english. I’ve been running on pure adrenaline for a year now and I’m tired. I was reminded of that as I descended the volcano in a hail storm. The universe really likes to push when you’re already about to fall but I guess that’s how you test your strength. “Congrats on the cycle”, that’s what the girl said to me when I told her I just had a birthday. I think it’s a nice wish, congrats human, you made it through one more.

A hot spring, somewhere in Michoacan, Mexico between May & July 2020.